I can barely even read this rushed wobbly handwriting, but I think it says:

"I feel like I am missing some context here somewhere. Good luck mashed potatoes are a close runner-up though. Hey did you know that killing tutorial will make his internet die. It is faster to exploit when at their most vulnurable. Fear is projected onto the world through a technique known as lying. I can't believe that I dont know everything about the world. Regular redemption can help reduce negativity in men aged 23+. If the flag is raised then it is impossible to flee, as you may not exist. Monsters aren't real and anxiety is boring. Only bad days make good guards. That's all. I'm sure. I can't control what I do on my own. Ghastly things cannot be questioned. Dependents are enemies."

no idea when i wrote this or why or what it's supposed to mean, or why it's written so poorly

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